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The Pursuit of Happyness (Widescreen Edition)
By Will Smith, Jaden Smith, Thandie Newton, Brian Howe, James Karen, Dan Castellaneta, Kurt Fuller, Takayo Fischer, Kevin West, George Cheung, David Michael Silverman, Domenic Bove, Geoff Callan, Joyful Raven, Scott Klace, Rashida Clendening, Eric Schniewind, Peter Fitzsimmons, Maurice Sherbanee, Zuhair Haddad
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Life is strange... Everyone has one, everyone has different one. Some similar, some different. Every one deals it different. Some happy, some sad. Life is strange. My life wasn't the best of all, but it could be better I suppose. You meet people that might change your life, and some of them dont even matter. It took a lot of courage to make some big changes and big decisions. Once you made it, your life will be different. You'll have alot of characters that are in your life, some you decide to let go, some you let them in. No one is entitled to be the director of your own life. To truly be happy in your life, you need to find your own meaning of happiness. Maybe you dont have it now, but if you gradually reach that happiness on your own. Your life becomes meaningful again. No one can gurantteed your life would be perfect but hey you are the director and you can sort out your own ending. You get to choose who's gonna be the lead, who can be the support. Then you write your own script and you coach yourself to that ending you wanna have. Life is strange, just depends how you live it~ | | |
| There are so many signs of me being aged: 1. I am no longer dress SEXY when I go out! I used to love to be more "showy" with my outfit when I go out. Now I am digging something called classy and elegance in another word "conservative." 2. It takes forever to lose that extra pounds of mine. I gained it fast and lost it slow. What a shame! It's such a pain in the ass to lose weight now. It seems like it's never gonna happen. Whatever I ate seems to love to go straight to my abs.. wait I dont even have abs now...so I mean BELLY. .... 3. I can't even dance anymore. I was told I was the ultimate Dancing Queen in my younger ages. I can't even do the bootilicious dance anymore. I see young cute girls busting that move...and I just can't do it. What's wrong with me? 4. I spend loads of money buying beauty and cosmetic stuff and books. Oh god...Am i an old lady or WHAT??? 5. I can no longer stand crowds and loudiness. I just felt dizzy when I am in crowd and I felt like vomitting. Dude that just means I can't do night market shopping. :( Dude.....This can't be happening to me! | | |
| Supposedly by now I should be on the plane flying my ass to Vancouver to get answers! But I am not, People keep telling me that it's a good thing and in this case, I'm just not sure. If I told everyone that I am not thinking about it, that'll be a complete lie. I know! I havent' talked about it for awhile. Maybe I'm afraid to talk about it and I will think about it. And when I think about it, I will fall into my depression again which I never ever want to again. I gave up everything I have at this moent of my life and hoping by the time I am back from CNY, things will be different. My life would be different. It's gonna be a brand new start for me. I have no job, no money, no boyfriend and I never ever been happier. Thanks all for those who cares!! | | |
| So far I haven't been crying. My life has been INSANELY busy! Yes, I think this is the part of adulthood. Though your day is full of depression and sadness, there's something called responsibility. I kept telling myself that I am not gonna behave like him. I hesitated and I doubt my ability but when there are people who believe in you more than yourself. You live up you life for them and then slowly you put yourself together and then you have your life back. The only way to pick yourself up is to fight your deepest fear and conquer it. I am doing it, J said I tried it too hard to let go and toughen myself up. I guess it is alittle bit too hard, but I can't have a minute of a break then I will fall into my little pitty sadness circle. I am very blessed I have friends I can talk to. Life is never perfect but througout the inperfection, you learned from the greatest pain. I am about to see my dearest family in less than a week. Nothing is more excited than that. I miss my daddy and mommy and even that little evil brother of mine. By the time I see them, all the bitterness and sadness will be eased away. I want to take the chance again to shoutout to all my loving friends. You guys mean everything to me! And thanks to the one who's sending me chocolate for  -day. | | |
| It's official that I am a different person. It's official that I am letting him go. It's official that I am going to be happy for this moment on. It's official that I am cleansing all my negative energy. It's official that I am beginning my transformation. It's official that I am being the strongest I can be. It's official that I am cutinng him off completely. It's official that I gave up on him and our relationship. It's official that I will only focus on my career. I lost a boyfriend already and I will not lose my career. I was sad and lost for a period of days and I decided to pick myself up and put myself together. I will not let myself into a situation like this and may he never ever return in my life again. I have alot to focus on, and for those who care alot I will only be stronger. I live for those who care! | | |
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